So is that...

and what i thought, i see now that just wasn't.and what i felt, i see now that it'll be always here.can not erase all the pain, can not forget what it means to me.so, why should i still caring about?why should i be there if you never had been!?the strangest thing, the strangest feeling.the strangest one.i just don't know why i think i'm so special!maybe i'm...fuck. i just wish i was special.you know,i just 've been looking for a happy end.or even a end, for all this crap.

so is that...

and who told that sunday is really 'easy'?.~